Loss

You can lose a loved one to death, you can lose a spouse to divorce, or you can lose a part of yourself because of change. Loss is never easy no matter what kind of loss you experience. When you lose a loved one it is only painful for you, your loved one has moved on to their heavenly life, they are experiencing great joy and happiness! God has called them home! When you lose your child, it's so hard to understand why this would happen. And I'm here to tell you I don't have the answers, I still don't understand why I lost so many babies. Why did my friends lose their 4 year old in a car accident? Only God knows. The only comfort I have and they have is that those precious children are playing at Jesus' feet and He is watching over them. Those precious children of ours are in Heaven and have no pain, no sorrow, no worries! And I am promised by God that I will see my son Joshua one day when it's my time to go there. What a day that will be!

Some may say I've been jaded by all these experiences I have been through. I say God has made me stronger, He changed me, but for the better. I have become courageous. I'd rather be this person than someone who doesn't know about troubles in life. How could I help others then? When things in your life change, and you have God, those changes will always be for the better, even if it doesn't seem like it at first! When you experience loss, God will give you something better! When you lose a loved one, God is giving them something better! God is good all the time!