I see atheists all around me, some are friends, some are family, some I don't know. I don't understand how if you are told the Truth of the Word but you still don't believe. God is all around us. He created us. He loves us. If there's a chance you can have eternal life, wouldn't you want to take that chance? I don't want die and that be it for me. I want to live forever, free from pain and sin! A world made for us as our reward for believing in our Savior. Jesus died for us to free us from this sinful world. All we have to do is believe in that, isn't that easy? I could never turn away from God now that I have learned this truth. I want to meet Joshua, our stillborn son! All of our unborn children are waiting in Heaven for us, and I don't want to risk never meeting them. Maybe that's why God let miscarriage happen to me. I want to meet them someday in Heaven, so I will never turn away from the Truth because of that. God secured my place in Heaven that day. I am so thankful! Yes, I was angry with God, but I never lost my faith in Him. I will have such a big family in Heaven, thank you God for taking care of my babies until the day I can get there! God also blessed me with 2 earthly children that I could raise with my husband. God is good all the time and all the time God is good. Remember that when you are having a hard time. Everything that happens is for a reason, even if we don't know what it is. Took me 12 years to figure out the reason for losing my babies to miscarriage. One day it will just hit you.
How can you not see God in everything? Sunsets, seasons, babies forming in the womb, the miracle of birth, animals, surviving car accidents, heart beats, your mind and your soul. It's a no brainer when you look at the world around you!
